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Why Yes Virginia, There Is A Spirit of Christmas….

18 Dec

This is one of the sweetest posts I’ve read in a while. I saw this on Yahoo News, it is originally from The Associated Press. Merry Christmas!

Anonymous donors pay off Kmart layaway accounts

APBy MARGERY A. BECK | AP – Fri, Dec 16, 2011

OMAHA, Neb. (AP) — The young father stood in line at the Kmart layaway counter, wearing dirty clothes and worn-out boots. With him were three small children.

He asked to pay something on his bill because he knew he wouldn’t be able to afford it all before Christmas. Then a mysterious woman stepped up to the counter.

“She told him, ‘No, I’m paying for it,’” recalled Edna Deppe, assistant manager at the store in Indianapolis. “He just stood there and looked at her and then looked at me and asked if it was a joke. I told him it wasn’t, and that she was going to pay for him. And he just busted out in tears.”

At Kmart stores across the country, Santa seems to be getting some help: Anonymous donors are paying off strangers’ layaway accounts, buying the Christmas gifts other families couldn’t afford, especially toys and children’s clothes set aside by impoverished parents.

Before she left the store Tuesday evening, the Indianapolis woman in her mid-40s had paid the layaway orders for as many as 50 people. On the way out, she handed out $50 bills and paid for two carts of toys for a woman in line at the cash register.

“She was doing it in the memory of her husband who had just died, and she said she wasn’t going to be able to spend it and wanted to make people happy with it,” Deppe said. The woman did not identify herself and only asked people to “remember Ben,” an apparent reference to her husband.

Deppe, who said she’s worked in retail for 40 years, had never seen anything like it.

“It was like an angel fell out of the sky and appeared in our store,” she said.

Most of the donors have done their giving secretly.

Dona Bremser, an Omaha nurse, was at work when a Kmart employee called to tell her that someone had paid off the $70 balance of her layaway account, which held nearly $200 in toys for her 4-year-old son.

“I was speechless,” Bremser said. “It made me believe in Christmas again.”

Dozens of other customers have received similar calls in Nebraska, Michigan, Iowa, Indiana and Montana.

The benefactors generally ask to help families who are squirreling away items for young children. They often pay a portion of the balance, usually all but a few dollars or cents so the layaway order stays in the store’s system.

The phenomenon seems to have begun in Michigan before spreading, Kmart executives said.

“It is honestly being driven by people wanting to do a good deed at this time of the year,” said Salima Yala, Kmart’s division vice president for layaway.

The good Samaritans seem to be visiting mainly Kmart stores, though a Wal-Mart spokesman said a few of his stores in Joplin, Mo., and Chicago have also seen some layaway accounts paid off.

Kmart representatives say they did nothing to instigate the secret Santas or spread word of the generosity. But it’s happening as the company struggles to compete with chains such as Wal-Mart and Target.

Kmart may be the focus of layaway generosity, Yala said, because it is one of the few large discount stores that has offered layaway year-round for about four decades. Under the program, customers can make purchases but let the store hold onto their merchandise as they pay it off slowly over several weeks.

The sad memories of layaways lost prompted at least one good Samaritan to pay off the accounts of five people at an Omaha Kmart, said Karl Graff, the store’s assistant manager.

“She told me that when she was younger, her mom used to set up things on layaway at Kmart, but they rarely were able to pay them off because they just didn’t have the money for it,” Graff said.

He called a woman who had been helped, “and she broke down in tears on the phone with me. She wasn’t sure she was going to be able to pay off their layaway and was afraid their kids weren’t going to have anything for Christmas.”

“You know, 50 bucks may not sound like a lot, but I tell you what, at the right time, it may as well be a million dollars for some people,” Graff said.

Graff’s store alone has seen about a dozen layaway accounts paid off in the last 10 days, with the donors paying $50 to $250 on each account.

“To be honest, in retail, it’s easy to get cynical about the holidays, because you’re kind of grinding it out when everybody else is having family time,” Graff said. “It’s really encouraging to see this side of Christmas again.”

Lori Stearnes of Omaha also benefited from the generosity of a stranger who paid all but $58 of her $250 layaway bill for toys for her four youngest grandchildren.

Stearnes said she and her husband live paycheck to paycheck, but she plans to use the money she was saving for the toys to help pay for someone else’s layaway.

In Missoula, Mont., a man spent more than $1,200 to pay down the balances of six customers whose layaway orders were about to be returned to a Kmart store’s inventory because of late payments.

Store employees reached one beneficiary on her cellphone at Seattle Children’s Hospital, where her son was being treated for an undisclosed illness.

“She was yelling at the nurses, ‘We’re going to have Christmas after all!’” store manager Josine Murrin said.

A Kmart in Plainfield Township, Mich., called Roberta Carter last week to let her know a man had paid all but 40 cents of her $60 layaway.

Carter, a mother of eight from Grand Rapids, Mich., said she cried upon hearing the news. She and her family have been struggling as she seeks a full-time job.

“My kids will have clothes for Christmas,” she said.

Angie Torres, a stay-at-home mother of four children under the age of 8, was in the Indianapolis Kmart on Tuesday to make a payment on her layaway bill when she learned the woman next to her was paying off her account.

“I started to cry. I couldn’t believe it,” said Torres, who doubted she would have been able to pay off the balance. “I was in disbelief. I hugged her and gave her a kiss.”

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Associated Press writers Michael J. Crumb in Des Moines, Iowa; Matt Volz, in Helena, Mont.; and Jeff Karoub in Detroit contributed to this report.

 
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Grateful Mondays 11/7/2011

07 Nov

Pitch Your Tent In The Land Of Hope

Today I want to share a little about where I am spiritually. God is always a part of my life, even though I’m not a blogger that writes only about the things He is doing for me. I’m not called to that, I’m called to this variety of things you have seen and read. But today, I wanna share a little of my current struggles and belief issues.

All around us, God’s goodness is on display. The question is do we see it? The scripture talks about how God was in the midst of people, but they didn’t recognize Him. Too many times, God is working in our lives, showing us favor, protecting us, sending us good things, but we don’t recognize His goodness. For example, if you’re in a crowded parking lot and a car backs out so you can get a front row space, that’s the goodness of God. If you’re going through a difficult time and a friend stops by out of the blue and cheers you up, that’s the goodness of God. David said I have pitched my tent in the land of Hope. What are you hoping for today? Do you need to see goodness and love, favor and hope?  Where have you pitched your tent, what are you believing for today, trusting God to help you with today?

Listening to an old message from Joel Osteen I realized I have not pitched my tent in the land of Hope at all right now, more like the land of being overwhelmed. I wish I had a better job, a better situation at work, my own business, to be able to create the things I see in my head. But I’ve all but given up hope. . . and I didn’t even realize it until I was hanging on to the message being shared. I had almost let go, but this message showed up just in time to help me hold on. A little more of God’s goodness in my life maybe? I think so.

God wants to bring the things I’m hoping for to pass, I need to add my faith to the situation so I can believe these dreams can be reality. Positive thinking and books like the Secret have many of the same principles at work in them. I just don’t have to do it all alone like I’ve been feeling.We really do draw things to us by our belief. Sometimes bad or hard stuff happens that we aren’t hoping or believing for, that is also a part of life. But what am I consciously doing to believe for the changes in my life I want to happen? TD Jakes use to say to “Get ready! Get ready! Get ready!” Another verse just came to mind that talks about having your lamps ready and full of oil instead of needing to run out into the darkness to fill them. It’s time for me to fill my lamp, but what will that mean for me?

Maybe making a vision board would help me, having what I would like to see happen in my life in front of me so I can pray over it, believe for it, hope for it. I think that is part of what God wants me to do to activate my belief that these things can happen. Besides, it’s fun to get out old magazines and cut pictures out and create a scene, kinda like a collage of my future life. I’m sure my granddaughters would like to help me too. :) We can make boards for them too.

I will also be sharing my updated “Plan” in a few days that I was working on back in July. I’ve been updating it, and think it’s time to share it again. That’s another thing I can do to help feed the hope in me. So, what am I grateful for today?

1 & 2.Struggles and God’s goodness: I’m grateful for struggles, so I can see God’s goodness show up and work them out with me.

3. Recognizing God in my life.

4. Parking spaces

5. Precious friends

6. Realizing I can move my tent.

7. Having hope to pitch that tent in.

8. Being reminded my dreams can become a reality.

9. Something good is going to happen to me, that’s trust.

10. For ministers like Joel Osteen and TD Jakes.

11. I am grateful for the ability to “fill my lamp” and move from depression to hope.

12. Fun things to do to encourage myself like the vision board, and the granddaughters to eventually work with to create them.

13. Hope.

Who do you listen to, watch or read for encouragement? I would to have you share in a comment. HOPING :) you have a great week too! Talk to you soon, Angela

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Grateful Mondays 9/19/2011

19 Sep

Sometimes I complicate simple things, do you ever do that? I have had a hard time sitting down and writing these posts, even though the simple act of being grateful always makes me feel better and more appreciative of life. I think I make the effort too hard, and am going to try to simplify things. So, there are lots of big and little things I am grateful for, things I love that happen to me or around me. So here goes. . . . .

I love being in a store and hearing a favorite song. The Book of Love and Wonderland from the soundtrack of Shall We Dance are two of my favorites, another is In The Air Tonight with Phil Collins.* When I hear it I feel like I’m back at the beach for some reason.

I am so grateful for long, warm baths! I love to soak and let the warm water coax the tiredness of the day out of me. Sometimes I add nice smelling salts or oils, but mostly I just love a good old plain warm bath.

Don’t you just love the first few chews on a new piece of gum? The flavors are usually so fresh and new they just make your mouth feel good.

Falling asleep to the sound of rain….sometimes even a thunder storm if it’s just a few far away sounds…..

Being able to wear my pajamas all day….I work a regular 9-5 kinda job so being able to not put on the business duds and go to work is a wonderful thing to me, and I always appreciate those kinds of days.

I appreciate and love pockets! I miss them when the pants, skirt or shorts I am wearing don’t have them.

Handwritten notes from people who love you. I don’t know what it is about a handwritten note, but they always make my heart smile.

Hearing a child laugh, like my granddaughter did when we took her to see Rango. She laughed so much, I was laughing more with her than with the movie. Love, love love that sound!

I am grateful for warm, fuzzy socks! My feet are always so cold, even in the summer. Boyfriend gave me two wonderful pairs of socks, The Softest Socks In The World, and they really are. :) They keep my toes toasty!

So these are a few of my favorite things. I would love for you to share a few of yours as well. Talk to you soon, Angela

*For the links in this post, see the second paragraph in my Disclosure. Thanks!

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Shirley, Goodness and Mercy…

14 Apr

April Fool’s weekend was a very busy and happy weekend. Sorry for the delay in sharing, but the headaches have made it hard for me to do much other than work. We started the weekend off on Friday, which was April 1, and one of my grandson’s 10th birthday. The party was great! We got him a really cute toy, basically a cardboard guitar called Paper Jamz. It was the hit of the party! The other 2 grandsons were wanting to play it bad, but the birthday boy wouldn’t lay it down. However he very generously shared his other presents with them, as long as they didn’t touch the guitar. :) It was an impulsive gift that paid off big dividends, let me tell you. He can really learn to play guitar with it if he wants to as well. It comes with instructions for that, as well as 2 or 3 demo songs he can strum along to. It also has a pretty decent volume button, so even though it was kinda loud I did get a couple of points with my son and daughter-in-law for NOT buying the amplifier to go with it. It was a very successful party as far as I could tell. We enjoyed it and so did the kids.

We got ready to go home around 9 or so, and I was gonna run to the bathroom before we left, but found it was occupied. Since the occupant was going to need it for a while, ;) , we gave everyone quick hugs and kisses and headed to the gas station for a quick potty break before our 35 minute trip home. We get there and dash in, thinking we will be on the road in just a minute. Then, I met Shirley. Or kinda, well maybe not met her but heard her. Well, wait. Let me explain…..

I met Shirley last night in the bathroom of the gas station. She was talking on her cell phone explaining to whomever was on the other end: she knew she was slightly lost. She had passed Spartanburg, she was maybe in Landrum (yes, she was. She was in a bathroom in Landrum). She kept talking about places in the area, but not really like she knew where they were, I could tell they were just names to her. She wasn’t admitting it, but she was really lost and pretty confused, but she was trying to not worry her friend on the other end of the phone.

I was drying my hands when she came out of her stall. She had the most beautiful white head of curls I have ever seen. Lots and lots of fluffy curls. She was probably around 65 to 70. I’m not sure, but I’m almost 50 and as beautiful as she was, she was a good bit older than me. I stopped her as she was leaving, and told her I wasn’t trying to pry but I couldn’t help overhearing her phone conversation. Was she lost? Could I help? I told her I grew up in the area and knew a good bit about it.

Shirley started telling me her story. She was traveling to Boiling Springs. She had missed her exit, and wasn’t sure where she was. She knew she was past Spartanburg, and she needed to be. But now she wasn’t sure where she was and she needed to get to Boiling Springs. I smiled, and patted her hand. I knew exactly where she was headed and what she had done wrong. I tried to tell her, but she needed me to write it down for her. We stepped out to the gas station, and I got a pen and some paper from the attendant, and started writing the simple directions out for her. She was so happy, she was patting my arm and smiling. When Boyfriend came out, I introduced them and kept writing and explaining directions to her.

I could tell she was coherent, but she must have been tired. She was getting the directions confused. I told her to turn right out of the parking lot and take an immediate right onto the interstate. She kept pointing left. I told her to go 10 miles and take the exit and turn left to go to Boiling Springs. She kept pointing right. I let her read the directions and she would say the right thing, but point the wrong way. I got worried. She wasn’t going to be able to correct this herself. I looked at Boyfriend, then I looked at her. Sweet but tired face. I couldn’t throw her out into the night and not know where she was! I tell her we will lead her to the exit ramp of the interstate, then I will be sure she has her bearings and she can go on from there. Is that alright with her?

Beautiful smile! Oh, she just can’t believe we would do that for her! She is so thankful she stopped to use the bathroom here. I guess it worked out well for us to have to stop too.  She and I exchanged phone numbers. She gets in her car, we get in ours and off we go down the interstate, with Shirley, goodness and mercy following close behind. :) I kept telling Boyfriend to not go too fast, she was having trouble keeping up, and when cars passed her she would swerve a little to the right. We didn’t lose her, and she stayed with us. It was a long 10 mile drive, but soon enough we got to the exit and at the top I got out to see if she was ok.

I told her this was where she would turn left and at the end of the road turn right and she would be in Boiling Springs. She pointed right again, and then I had her repeat it to me. She didn’t want us to go any further with her, she thought she could do it. I go over directions again, while a car passes by and she thanks me profusely and tells me she will call me if she gets confused again. We turn right to go the long way home, she turns left and heads toward Boiling Springs. Boyfriend and I talk about her all the way home. It takes us about 45 minutes to get there. I sit in the car looking at my phone. I haven’t heard form her. Is she ok? Should I call her? Will it confuse her, or cause her to miss a turn or something? I slowly put my phone away, thinking I will wait a while. Right as my phone touches the bottom of my purse, it rings! It’s Shirley! She is with her sister and they are so happy and thankful she ran into me. She calls me her guardian angel, and I tell her I am very glad she is safe with her sister and off the road for the night. She thanks me again for helping her, telling me she is thanking God for me. We say goodbye. I close my phone and we go into the house, happy and smiling at each other.

A psalm of David, number 23

1 The Lord is my shepherd. He gives me everything I need.  2 He lets me lie down in fields of green grass. He leads me beside quiet waters. 3 He gives me new strength. He guides me in the right paths for the honor of his name. 4 Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will not be afraid. You are with me. Your shepherd’s rod and staff comfort me. 5 You prepare a feast for me right in front of my enemies. You pour oil on my head. My cup runs over. 6 Surely (Shirley) goodness and mercy will follow me all the days of my life. And I will live in the house of the Lord forever…. my ‘translation’ of Shirley of course, but I think it fits very nicely with our adventure. :)

I had to go to the bathroom at the gas station. I am very glad indeed! I’m glad I was there to help. Hope you are having a wonderful day! Remembering this has brightened mine. Thanks for reading! Angela

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Encouraging Words…

30 Mar

Love you!

You are wonderful!

You are so beautiful!

What a thoughtful thing to do….you didn’t have to.

You look great today!

You are so smart!

You’re my favorite!

You are very creative.

What a great idea!

It’s going to be alright, and I am right here with you through it all.

What are some of your favorite things to hear from others? What helps lift you up when you are down, brings a smile to your face and just makes your burden seem a little bit lighter?

For me, it has been all the wonderful comments I have received over the last few days concerning this blog. I enjoy writing, and I like to share things with others. I’m very happy to know that some of what I have to share makes you happy too.

Morris Island Lighthouse

What can you add to my little list of encouraging words? What could someone say that would make you smile and feel happy, content? What are the things you are grateful for? Everyday things and once in a while things? I would love to hear a few of your favorites too :) .

It’s been a long dreary rainy day here in SC. The temps are not as warm as last week, and I truly miss the warmth. It’s suppose to rain until Friday I think. So my hands and feet will be cold for a few more days, but my heart is warm and happy now thanks to all of youl. :) Hope you have a wonderful night full of pleasant dreams! Angela

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Who’s Really In Charge?

21 Jan

For You!

You are! We are in charge of our FAB, our feelings, attitudes and behaviors. Sometimes we want to blame others for our reactions to things, but we are able to choose our response. You may have to catch yourself in mid-blurt of frustration or anger or aggravation, but we really can train ourselves to not REACT! every time we get upset. It’s learning to hold on to those good moments, those happy places and dwell on those good things that help. I know it does, I know it helps. I also know from personal experience it takes work, and you have to make yourself believe that you are WORTH putting the work and effort in for too. I know you are worth it, and I don’t even have to know your name. You have value because you exist, and I know that God loves us too. Just because we exist. Even if you want to dismiss this because it’s “God” stuff, take a moment to read it. You may be surprised.

God loves us. God loves you. He is touched by our problems and hurts with us through the hard times of life. He is there to breathe new life into the dead places of our lives. He wants us to learn how to live at rest, zenned out :) .

God’s Records of Me:

You have recorded my troubles. You have kept a list of my tears. Aren’t they in your records, you put them all in bottles. Psalm 56:8

God…”hurts with the hurt of my people.” Jeremiah 8:21

Lord God, when burnout singes, let us sing praise, let us go feel the wind, let You fan the embers into flames of joy.

Are you tired? Worn Out? Burned out on life and religion? Come to me. Get away with me and you’ll recover your life. I’ll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with me and work with me – watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won’t lay anything ill-fitting or heavy on you. Keep company with me and you’ll learn to live freely and lightly. Matthew 11: 28-30

Hope is really a positive attitude. It’s expecting that something good is going to happen in your life. Be a prisoner of hope. In other words, believe God can change whatever needs to be changed and that you can do whatever needs to be done. Zechariah 9:12: Return to your fortress, you prisoners of hope; even now I announce to you that I will restore twice as much to you.

Psalm 65:11 You crown the year with your goodness and your paths drip with abundance.

Psalm 40:6 Doing something for you, bringing something to you – that’s not what you’re asking for. You’ve opened my ears so I can listen. 7-8 So I answered, “I’m coming. I read your letter you wrote about me, and I’m coming to the party you’re throwing me.” That’s when God’s words entered my life, became part of my very being.

Hear my child, and accept my words, that the years of your life may be many. I have taught you the way of wisdom; I have led you in paths of uprightness. Proverbs 4:10-11

And now, dear brothers and sisters, one final thing: Fix your thoughts on what is true, and honorable, and right and pure and lovely and admirable. Think about things that are excellent and worthy of praise. Philippians 4:8

Be encouraged! Don’t live in the valley of doubt and anger and resentment. You are hurting yourself when you choose to do that, you are not being the person you want to be. Have a question? Want to share your ideas? Please leave a comment for me to respond to.  Thanks, Angela

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Where’s Your Oxygen Mask?

19 Jan

I saw a question on a blog recently that really made me stop and think. Do I treat myself like I am in a relationship with myself? Hmmmm…..What does that mean exactly? Well, I thought about relationships I am already in. Do I take good care of my friends and family, do I show Boyfriend how I care about him? Yes, according to what I observe and what my friends and family say, yes I am good to them and take care of them in many different ways. So, I know how to be in relationship, and have some skills at it. Now the question is: do I apply those same skills to myself? Again, I say “Hmmmmmm…..”

I think my answer is gonna have to be “No!” I don’t. I am always better to others than I am to myself. I have even been known to place myself in dangerous situations in the name of being good to others or helping others that I would never encourage my friends or family to be in just to ‘take care’ of someone else. I tell myself that I am being a nice caring person when in reality what I’m really doing is telling that person they have more value than me and I am willing to devalue myself in order to help them or be with them. So I will take the chance of harming myself to make sure they are happy. What I am doing is setting myself up to be taken advantage of.

By harm I don’t necessarily mean physical harm. I’m talking more about emotional harm here, but that can also open a door to neglect of self that brings the risk of physical harm. Say you are recovering from sickness or surgery, and can’t handle taking care of a loved one, yet you push yourself to do it because they are important too, and they need help. Then you realize you are having problems healing, you’re still too tired, or there are other complications for you physically. You were saying the other person had more value than you, their well being was more important than yours. Let me give you a word picture to show you what a bad idea that is.

I am on a jet plane, high altitude, flying across country with my children. Suddenly, the plane bucks and drops and the oxygen masks pop out over our heads. I reach over and start placing the mask on one of my children, trying to make sure my precious one is not injured from lack of oxygen. But….I can’t breathe! I start blacking out before I can put their mask on. I become unconscious and cannot help my child. My mistake was taking care of someone else before I took care of myself. Put your oxygen mask on first BEFORE you try to help someone else.

This next part is very simple. Love your neighbor as you love yourself. In other words, learn how to love yourself correctly to know how to love others correctly. Thinking more of others at the expense of yourself is wrong. It doesn’t prove you are a nice person, it doesn’t mean you are a good person, we are letting the world run over us and wondering why we are hurting so much. Being run over is painful. It leaves marks, and some marks leave scars.

So, even though very often we don’t want to be held accountable for our actions we need to learn to love ourselves better. Love ourselves without selfishness, because love is not about that. Love is: 4 … patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. (I Corinthians 13: 4-7, yes that’s in the Bible. Something good about love.)

Do you love yourself this way? I am learning these lessons, and reminding myself that I am lovable, I am worth taking care of, and I have value too. Just like you. Hope you find this helpful on this journey of life. Let me know how you rate in your relationship with yourself. Talk to you soon! Angela

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The Whispers of Snow…

10 Jan

All is quiet as I compose myself to write this wintry night. Usually my yard is too dark at night to see out, but as I opened my door to take one last glimpse outside, the yard is reflected in low light. It’s almost as bright as the afternoon light had been. I have no outdoor lights, neither do most of my neighbors. But it is so deep in snow outside and so white that every tiny light from inside our homes and in the town a mile or so from us is being reflected. Darkness is not so dark tonight.

It is so quiet. Funny how that always seems to happen with snow. No birds chirping. No owls calling. No noise at all. As I stand and look out at the beautiful snow light, it seems to wash over me and I feel content. I love the way this feels tonight. It is so beautiful to look at. I will soak this in a little longer because real life is beckoning already. Soak in this peace so that I will be a little stronger to face reality when the snow fades and thaws, and work and traffic and life are real again.

I love how my yard looks tonight. Winter is not always a pretty season, but in the natural cycle of things she is a needed one. But isn’t she lovely tonight? Dressed in her white gown and cape, she drapes herself elegantly across the tablets of our lives, inviting us to slow down, be quiet, rest awhile. Sometimes we can join her and drift off in a peaceful sleep. Other times we have to answer the phone, drive to work and deal with the needs of the day. Even then, isn’t there some way to try and carry the peace she brought to us, carry it with us as we go? Breathe deep of her quietness, and carry that peace away with you into the rush of everyday life.

My mind will be able to hold on to this for a few days after the thaw. I can take a deep breath and remember the quiet, the snow light, the departure from the normal routine. I can hold it there, in me, for just a little while longer. Hold on to the gifts that were given to me today. Spring and Summer will come and bring their own joys and problems. Today’s gifts came wrapped in white, in quiet and repose. I’ll take my rest that has come, and run wild into the day when need be. But tonight…..tonight, we sleep.

Sweet dreams all! Always, Angela

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The Anxiety of Creation

07 Jan

What have you been put on this earth to do? What creative thing do you yearn to put out there but fear pulls you back from that creation, time and time again? Do creativity and artistry always lead to anguish? What can we do to keep ourselves from leeching down a dark path of destruction of doubt and fear? How can I create a safe distance from my anxiety to keep it at a bay, to keep it from choking the life out of my creation?

We can create a psychological distance to protect us from the anxiety associated with our work. Anxiety that asks: will it be good enough? Will anyone like it? Will anyone comment? So, how can we protect ourselves? First, take the pressure off and realize that whoever you are, whatever you do, you are here for a reason. You are here on purpose. What you have to say and what you think matters. You have been put here to express yourself in a loving way to the world, and to share those things that interest you as you feel led to share them.  The fear that tells you that you can’t do it, you don’t matter, nobody cares what you think….who do you think you are! These are False Evidence Appearing Real, F-E-A-R. They are all lies, they are not real. You can talk to your fears and doubts and to your emotions and tell them to all shut up and stop lying to you. Why should you do this?

Because…….. you are a beautiful creation made with love and created with a purpose to shine love and light and fun and laughter in this world. Don’t follow the path to the dark alleys of fear and doubt. Just do what you were created to do: SHINE! And share you words when they come, even if you are just using the computer you probably have in your hand (your new cell phone maybe?). Write something when the fire strikes and use it for your next post, or email, or Facebook status. Then again, what about the times when inspiration comes and you don’t have the time to stop, drop and write? Then speak to the inspiration the way I told you to speak to the emotions. Remind it that it needs to show up at appropriate moments if it wants to be shared. If it wants to live, then it will begin to show up when you can craft it and work with it. Don’t sit there and tell me that will never work, at least try it a few times first to see if I wrong. Don’t be afraid to try.

Ruth Stone

I heard a lovely story about a modern American poet, Ruth Stone, who is over 90 now. She believes her poetry has a life of it’s own, and this is how she says her poems came to be. When she was working in the fields, she would feel and hear a poem coming at her, like a thunderous train of air over the land she was working on. She would feel the ground tremble and shake beneath her feet as this thing was barreling down on her! She knew she had only one thing to do: run like hell for the house! She had to find a paper and pencil fast enough to write down this thunderous thing headed her way. She had to be fast enough to capture it when it barreled through her. Sometimes, she said, she wouldn’t be fast enough and the poem would barrel on through and past her continuing across the land looking for another poet. She caught many of these thundering words and crafted them into wonderful poems. Maybe now she could talk to the thundering air and tell it to give her time to write it down. :) That’s what I’m gonna try.

I hope this encourages you to keep on trying. I am trying to encourage myself as well. Don’t give up because you don’t think you have anything worth creating. You have great value, and what you have to share does too. Have a great day! Angela

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We’re a Class Act…

09 Nov

Candice and her quilt

Today I want to introduce you to Candice and Stephanie. Candice is taking the quilting class with me and Stephanie is our teacher. I have really enjoyed my time with these ladies, and am a little sad the class is almost over.  I barely got a picture of Candy’s sweet face with the quilt she is making her new grandson, don’t you love how the colors work in this? I have told her many times I’m glad I’m not as competitive as I used to be, because she has been Speedy Gonzales putting this thing together :) . But she reminds me she has time constraints on her as Grandson is due to be born imminently! I’m so happy she is joining the grandparent club! Best thing ever! And what a beautiful heirloom she is making for that baby!

The Top!

We have been putting in lots of work on our samplers, and as you can see it is making a beautiful quilt! Candy’s blue material looks like it has tiny stars in it too, and I love that she used it in her Friendship Star blocks. I also really like the way she laid out her blocks, I love the pattern in the center with her Log Cabin blocks. I also like the placement she chose with the Friendship Stars too. Candy will also be adding borders to this, and I will try and share another pic later of how it looks with those! I think it is just lovely!

This is also a beauty….Stephanie, our instructor, has made this circular quilt. I think it is about 4-5 feet in diameter. It is a large single dragonfly on a cream background. She took it to a long arm quilter who does free hand design and although you can’t see it in this shot, there are bunches of dragonflies quilted into the background as well. The quilting on the wings is a wispy circular pattern that almost looks like flames to me! I love this one too. I am sure circular quilting is more common than I realize, but this is the first time I have seen one this large. It is very impressive!

Stephanie has had all kind of tips and suggestions for us as we have worked on our samplers. I really appreciate the fact that she wants our quilting time to be our no-stress zone. I already have lots of stress going on at the moment, so this has been a nice place to get away from it. Stephanie has really made the class fun for me, and Candy has been a delight to be with! Both ladies are very sweet, one more sardonic than the other, but both willing to put up with the Chatty Kathy part of my personality :) . I warned them both that if I talked too much they would just have to tell me, I thought I should come with a warning label sometimes! They laugh at my silliness, and we measure and cut, and sew and iron. I’m sure I can’t get the exact quote but one of Stephanie’s children told her: “You cut large pieces of cloth into tiny pieces of cloth to make a big piece of cloth? Why?” Why indeed!

No matter what I am certainly enjoying this class! Next time I will show you my top and how the putting it all together process is going.  So, what do you think? Have you ever made a sampler, and how did that go for you? If you aren’t a sewist ( a new term I’ve found and love), what mix of adventures have you put together? Would love your comments and stories! In the meantime, I’ll be back at my machine working on my sampler! Until then, Angela

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