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A prayer from the Holocaust – Grateful Monday 7/18/2011

18 Jul

Anne Frank and friends

I am sharing a very touching little prayer that was reported to have been found in a Jewish concentration camp after World War II. When I was in school, the Holocaust was a part of history we studied off and on in several grades. I was always deeply touched by so many of the stories of the heroism during that war, World War II. Until I started studying the history of it, I didn’t realize how many people the Nazi’s interned in their death camps, not only Jewish people, but also Polish people, gypsies, homosexuals, Russians and even Jehovah’s Witnesses. It was a dark and shocking period in the history of humanity. I hate war, but I am so glad our country stood up in this time and joined the war effort and stopped the atrocities that were taking place. The Holocaust Museum in Washington, DC is a strong reminder and testament to the suffering and victories of this war.

This little prayer is a tender reminder that it’s up to us whether we bear good fruit or bitter fruit in hard times. I can’t imagine living through life in a death camp. Yet this prayer is not angry or bitter, but an encouragement to look for good in any situation.

O Lord, remember not only the men and women of good will, but also those of ill will.
But, do not remember all of the suffering they have inflicted on us;
remember the fruits we have borne thanks to this suffering —
our fellowship, our loyalty to one another, our humility, our courage,
our generosity, the greatness of heart that has grown from this trouble.
When our persecutors come to judgment, let all of these fruits
which we have borne be their forgiveness. – Author Unknown

Forgiveness is not an easy thing. We want vengeance, we want revenge. We want retribution. But the truth is that unforgiveness and bitterness don’t help you, they hurt you. Physically, your heart can develop problems, your blood pressure will eventually rise too. Your body will eventually gain weight from the emotional baggage you are carrying. Care about yourself enough to forgive and let go. There are many stories of forgiveness and heroism available from that period if you search for them.

Corrie Ten Boom

This list of gratitude is pretty simple today:

1. I am grateful for heroes of service.
2. I am grateful for heroes of suffering, not that they suffered but that they have endured and overcome.
3. I am grateful for the history lessons I learned in school.
4. I am grateful for forgiveness.
5. I am grateful for the many men and women who have shared their personal stories over the years.
6. I am grateful for Corrie Ten Boom, and Anne Frank and her diary.
7. I am grateful for the things I have learned personally from studying these heroes of the past.
8. I am grateful for prayer.
9. I am grateful for the many sites on the internet now that pop up when you look for ‘Heroes of the Holocaust.’
10. I am grateful for God’s plan for my life, and the lives of others. His plan is full of love for us, even in our darkest hour.

Unfortunately, the choices of others often affect us. The choices Hitler made affected millions of people in his time, and a rippling effect remains today. History is doomed to repeat itself unless we remember it, and remember it correctly. Remembering is also a way to honor those events as well.

Is there a part of humanity’s history that touches you? Please share in the comments, I would love to hear from you. Until next time, Angela

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Pieces

22 Nov

Pieces
Living breathing
Yearning aching
Moving wanting
Searching waiting
Wondering knowing
Learning lying

Hating dying
Waiting trying
Watching listening
Crying whispering
Drawing pulling
Pushing giving

Earning  paying
Needing spending
Suffering emptying
Lurching propelling
Going staying
Molding forming

Washing pouring
Consuming burning
Walking crawling
Running flying
Coming leaving
Helping taking

Suffering hearing
Reasoning whining
Starting finishing
Choosing trying
Losing taking
Going making

Holding yielding
Trembling shaking
Imploding exploding
Confusing distracting
Labeling reacting
Seeing leaving

Firing polishing
Knowing glowing
Sanding smoothing
Washing clothing
Sawing screaming
Maturing growing

Opening closing
Starting stopping
Sowing reaping
Birthing dying
Beginning ending
Finishing completing

I have been known to occasionally write poetry, off and on since 9th grade English class. Very often it comes out when I am going through a difficult time. This poem was written during one of those times. A friend of mine calls it a word string. At the time I just felt like I had so much STUFF built up inside me that if I didn’t find a way to let some of it out I was mentally going to explode. As you can tell I had a lot of questions rolling around inside of me. So this is what came out. No explosion. Everyone was safe again :) .

Have you released built up emotions in a similar way? How do you deal with your overwhelming emotions? Let me know what you think of my expression, and tell me about yours…..thanks. Have a great week! Angela

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Holding On, Letting Go

12 Jul

I hold onto things. I have a hard time letting go. I think I learned this from my parents. Fine folks, my parents. Really good people. Parents raised by parents that survived a Depression, people who didn’t let go of anything because you never knew when you wouldn’t have enough, or when you might need more, or just have to have that thing you just let go of. So, I have learned my lessons well, and have a hard time letting go.

Unfortunately, I have lots of stuff I haven’t let go of yet. Bits of colored cloth I might make into something one day. Broken jewelry that needs a new clasp, or a broken bead removed, that will tarnish or turn before I get around to fixing it. A broken cup I keep gluing back together with Elmer’s school glue….non-toxic….I figure I can still use it if it’s non-toxic, right? A couple of pairs of shoes I can’t break in, they hurt my feet so badly! But I paid new price for them, so how can I just let them go?

Unfortunately too, it’s not just tangible things I hold on to, it’s many intangibles I have forgotten I hold. Memories that pop up like ugly jesters to poke fun of me in my head; “Aha! Caught you! You really are dumb, know that? You can’t figure this out, why even try?” The mocking words can go on and on, unless I think about it and stop them. Sometimes it takes me a little while to realize these words are rolling on and on in my head, like loose marbles rattling around, bumping into things and stirring up dust and cobwebs. Then suddenly I really hear them, and I stop, and think, now why am I doing this? And then I stop them. On Purpose. No, I am not dumb, I can figure this out. If I can’t figure this out, I can ask for help from my friends. I try because I can try, I have abilities and have worked hard to know and understand things, so….I might not have my answers right now, but I will….and not just my answers, but God answers, and friend answers or just because I needed it answers, an answer shows up and tells me hello. The answer will come. I just need to let go….

Let go of the anxiousness, let go of the fear, let go of the doubt and take hold of other things. Those things that are lovely, things that are pure, things that are noble, admirable and right…think and ponder and dwell on these things. Your puppy’s smiling face when you get home from work, the grand-baby that runs wide open into your arms when you pull up to see them. The day we get rain. The day we don’t. The way your significant one looks at you like you are a long tall glass of water on a very hot day. The fireman that saved the kid, or the dog, or the cat. The lost child that was found, the found treasure that was lost.

Hold on to the good, let go of the so-so. Hold onto things that are needed, let go of the excess. Hold on to the love, to the happiness, the fun and good times. Think on these things. Make a conscious effort to change your mind. Think on these things.

So, I need to take my own advice…and let go….

Let go of those things I hold onto that only weigh me down. Bitterness at lost friends, anger at an ex-boss, disappointment in myself for not being greater than and all that and better and super. Just let go, and love me and love others and love God and ….just….let….go…..and lean into that love that is there from children and grandchildren, from good friends and family. Love of color, love of fun, love of good food, and good times and all the good things I have been blessed with. So, …

Let’s learn together of the the things we need to let go of, and in return the good things we need to hold on to. To let go of mediocre because we are afraid better isn’t coming. To hold onto hope, because it is one of the greatest powers on earth. To let go of doubt, and fear because they are poison to our hearts and minds. Hold on with me, and I’ll hold on with you!

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